trogdor!!

ugh. i'm having one of those days.

i don't really know what i want to write here. i thought i did. but then i actually started typing and everything flew out of my head, replaced by feeling generally malignant. i stayed home from one job and i need to call in to the other one. i slept until 11 a.m. and if i didn't think it'd be very bad for me i'd go sleep some more. i'm still in my robe. all this is because i've worked 26 hours in the past two days and i woke up too wretchedly tired to function. i know, i'm a wuss, but it's no use. i'm not sick, just feeling like crap. and i'm so fucking tired of thinking about/being at/trying to find work.

my new job is good. the people i work with are irreverent, skilled, funny, and laid-back. no problems there.

i think i made a mistake keeping the best buy job. i enjoyed working there when i was working mornings and when i was working only about twenty hours a week. however, i've been scheduled for twenty hours this week again and i'm already working forty hours at my day job. plus, i've figured out that while i love opening at best buy, i hate closing. HATE closing. i get out of there at midnight, get home maybe twenty minutes later, and then have to calm down enough to sleep until i get up at 6 a.m. and i don't do well on five hours of sleep a night. the only redeeming quality is getting to work with fun people. but i can hang out with them outside of work if i want to, y'know?

so i need to get out from under this situation. only question is how. i requested that my hours be cut to no more than 8 per week at best buy. apparently they're obliging me for next week. i want to quit. part of me really wants to just call up right now and quit over the phone, donesville. but i hate doing that if there aren't extraordinary circumstances. the only two times i've quit with no notice were under what i considered to be extraordinary circumstances.*

so that leaves me with either a) giving notice again (this time for two weeks) or b) sticking it out for four weeks until the season ends. i'd been determined to stick it out, but i'm hating it more and more. this is a bad time of year to be miserable.

oh, and i have another job interview tomorrow. more informational than anything, but god i'm tired of looking for jobs.


*extraordinary circumstance #1: job sucked, boss was hitting on me. extraordinary circumstance #2: job sucked, was left to close second night on job with someone who had been working there two weeks. neither of us had any idea what we were doing. drama not worth money.



edit: just noticed this post is labeled 69969. huh huh.

oh yes, i got into school! i start in january. yay me.

also, job is pretty good. interviewing for another job at barnes & noble tonight. i figure, i'll pick up a few extra hours to put some more money toward school, and when the new year rolls around, i'll see which job will have me and how much i'm interested in working.

damn i have an hour and a half until i have to leave the house again. i friggin' got up at 5:30. i'm tiiiiiiiiiired. but i also have a four-day weekend, so yay me again.